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  1. Cover
  2. Half Title Page
  3. Title Page
  4. Copyright Page
  5. Dedication
  6. Contents
  7. Introduction: Recognizing Student Voice in Inclusive Higher Education
  8. Part 1. Laying the Foundation: Why Everyone Belongs in College
    1. 1. I Want to Go to College
    2. 2. I Got In
    3. 3. Adventures in Postsecondary Education
    4. 4. A Language to Open
    5. 5. “The Wanderer” and “This Is What I Sing”
    6. 6. My History of the Excel Program
    7. 7. Taking the Llama for a Walk and Other Things That Helped Us
  9. Part 2. Opening Up Possibilities: Overcoming Doubt and Uncertainty
    1. 8. Being Independent Has Risks: How to RecoverWhen Something Terrible Happens
    2. 9. Spartan Kid: Journeys
    3. 10. Best Experiences at IDEAL
    4. 11. Two Poems
    5. 12. Goal(s) in Common
    6. 13. I Did What They Said I Couldn’t
    7. 14. Climbing Higher and “From Mission Impossible to Mission Possible”
    8. 15. Inclusive College on Zoom? My Inclusive Higher Education 2020 Experience
    9. 16. Inclusive College for All and How My Perception of My History Prof Changed
    10. 17. Qua’s GT Excel Life and “Never Give Up”
    11. 18. Photo Essays and Selections from Student Leadership Conference 2019
  10. Part 3. Inclusion as Action: Diversifying Student Experiences
    1. 19. Hi, I’m Jake Miller
    2. 20. “BGWYN” and “Confidence with Curves”
    3. 21. Inclusive College Education
    4. 22. My UC Perspective
    5. 23. Phoenix Nation as in Spirit
    6. 24. My Excel Story
    7. 25. #CreatingMyOwnLife
    8. 26. Inclusive College Education
    9. 27. My Story about Aggies Elevated at Utah State University
    10. 28. Questions and Answers
    11. 29. College Memories but Ready for What’s Next
    12. 30. Full Year of College
    13. 31. My Favorite Memories in College
  11. Part 4. Supporting Growth: Peer Mentoring and Support
    1. 32. Communicating Successfully in College
    2. 33. True Rafferty Interviewed
    3. 34. College Program Experience
    4. 35. Teaching, Assisting, Reflecting: Our Experience Working Together
    5. 36. My Georgia Tech Excel Story
    6. 37. Emma’s Journey
    7. 38. Come Read about My Awesome Journeys through Life
    8. 39. My Social Experience throughout Georgia Tech
    9. 40. The Importance of Goals
    10. 41. Support and Encouragement for the Ones Who Seek It
    11. Coda: Why This Collection?
  12. Acknowledgments
  13. Contributors

9

Spartan Kid

Journeys

Brandon Baldwin

My name is Brandon Baldwin, and I am in my senior year of the Beyond Academics program at UNC Greensboro. I am excited about having the opportunity to share my journey with you. I’ve had some great and not-so-great experiences, but they have all taught me a lot. So here goes . . .

Let me tell you a little bit about myself. I have leukodystrophy, and as a result I struggle with apraxia of speech, dyslexia, recall, and processing disorders. This has made education and socializing very challenging for me. When I was in high school, I wanted to go to college like my brother and cousins had done. By the time I hit my junior year, I realized that might not happen. I had lots of amazing teachers, but two really influenced my life. Coach Fred Norris, who taught me history was always there for me and supported me in anything I wanted to do; he believed in me. Another teacher was Coach Ashton Peacock; she was my English teacher. She is the one who started my love for writing. Don’t get me wrong, I hated English, but Coach Peacock encouraged me to write, and that is where I found myself. Because of all of that support, I knew I needed to try to figure out a way to go to college. My parents started looking into programs that might be a good fit for me. We lived in Texas, and there really weren’t any good programs in the entire state. I know, hard to believe! So, we found a few on the East Coast and decided to visit them. We narrowed it down to three programs and visited those schools. The first two we visited were nice, but they were not for me. Then we visited UNC Greensboro and realized that was where I needed to be. My mom was worried about me being so far away from home, but we applied anyway. It was my senior year in high school, and we heard back from the Beyond Academics program that I was conditionally accepted, but I had to wait a year. The program at Beyond Academics was limited to a certain number of students, which is why I was wait-listed for a year. At first, we were sad because I wanted to go from high school to college, but now, looking back on it, it was the best choice for me. I used that year to get used to being out of my high school routine, and I learned how to do some of my chores on my own. I learned how to do my own laundry and keep my room and bathroom clean.

The next year, I started at UNC Greensboro. When I moved into the dorm, I had three roommates. I was nervous, but one of my roommates was in my program, and the other two were regular students and very nice. We all had our own room, and I shared a bathroom. I wanted to try everything at the college and join as much as I could. I was scared about being on my own, but I was ready to try it.

In my freshman year, I tried a lot of different clubs and sports. I started playing club tennis. I ended up playing club tennis for two years. We would play two to three times a week, and in my sophomore year we participated in a tournament in Wilmington, North Carolina, at UNC Wilmington. That was my first real college experience that took me out of my comfort zone. I rode to Wilmington with my teammates, and we stayed in a hotel. The first night that we got there, we went to a restaurant/bar that had a volleyball pit, and after we ate, we all played volleyball. Later that night, we went back to the hotel, where four of us stayed in and the rest of the group went out dancing. I had a lot of fun playing tennis, but unfortunately, I did not win. All in all, it was a great experience and a lot of fun. Of course, the trip did not end without incident. When we got back to campus, I gave money to the driver and my credit card fell out of my wallet. I went inside and realized it was missing, and I called my mom. She said to retrace my steps, and luckily, I found it on the sidewalk in front of my dorm.

Also, in my freshman year I was fortunate enough to meet Perry Flynn. Perry helped me get connected with Special Olympics and Unified Sports. Through Unified Sports I helped and participated in basketball and football. I participated in Unified Sports my sophomore and junior years, and going into my senior year Perry offered me the position as club leader for Unified Sports. As the club leader, some of my responsibilities are getting the participants stretched out, advertising for Unified Sports, and making everyone feel like they are part of the group and valued. Another awesome opportunity that Perry gave me was to be the honorary team captain for the division three soccer championship that was being held at UNC Greensboro. I had the opportunity to go on the field, holding a soccer ball as they announced my name and fist-pumping with all of the players. Perry also hooked me up with two opportunities for internships. One of them was helping with horses and the other was helping out at a local coffee shop. He has definitely been a great support and mentor for me.

I’ve had a lot of great teachers during my four years, but a couple of them really become very important to me. In my freshman year, I met one of my teachers, Jessica Besaw. I instantly felt a bond with her. Shortly thereafter, I met Dr. Lalenja Harrington, who I call Dr. La. Both of these wonderful professors have been very influential in my life. They have both been there for me and encouraged me to follow my dreams. In the fall of my sophomore year, Jessica sent an email to everyone about the first TEDx Talks being held at UNC Greensboro. My first reaction was to close the email and I said no, but then I felt a strong urging from God that I needed to pursue it. I emailed Jessica that night and asked her if we could meet the next day. We met that day, and Jessica said that she didn’t think anyone would take the opportunity, but she was glad that I did. Jessica gave me her cell phone number and said if I have any questions, I could call her anytime. I went to the café and sat down, and I started writing my submission. When I finished, I emailed my submission in, and the next week they contacted me and said I had been selected to participate in TEDx. Over the next few months, I worked with Dr. La and Jessica on my speech and presentation. In the spring of my sophomore year, I participated in TEDx and won the night! Here is a link to the talk if you’re interested in seeing my presentation. After I did TEDx, Dr. La told me about an opportunity to speak at the annual ARC Convention for the state of Virginia. It was held at James Madison University, and I gave my talk there. Of course, my presentation wasn’t without incident because I fell off of the stage. In an effort to try and save another speaker as they were falling off the back of the stage, I went down as well! Overall it was an awesome experience, one that I will never forget!

In my sophomore year, I participated in a research project conducted by Lindsey Oaks. They asked me to be in a photograph with her that is on the UNC Greensboro website about her research project. I also applied for a scholarship in my sophomore year that I was awarded for the fall semester of my junior year.

In my junior year, I moved into an apartment with two of my friends that are in the Beyond Academics program. One of my roommates is my best friend Demarcus Mobley. He and I have been roommates since our freshman year, and we have done a lot of fun things together. I got an internship at Downtown Hownds working in a doggy day care.

My boss, Holly Anderson, is great to work for, and she has taught me a lot. My other big accomplishment in my junior year is I started a club for the Beyond Academics students called Beyond Awesome. I wanted the Beyond Academics students to have a place where we could get to know each other better and make friends. I planned a lot of fun activities; some of them were movie night, a scavenger hunt around campus, attending a basketball game together, board game night, and dodgeball.

I have also had a few crazy experiences over the past three years. The first and maybe one of the most memorable ones was the “counterfeit incident.” I was sitting down in the café having lunch, and this guy approached me and asked me if I had change for a twenty-dollar bill. I gave him two tens and he gave me a twenty. He left and five minutes later I saw him walking back in my direction with a police officer. I looked down at the twenty-dollar bill and I realized it was counterfeit. I went to the Beyond Academics office and told my support what had happened, and he went with me to the campus police office. We told the police officer what had happened, and he said yes that they had several calls about this man. He took me into the back to identify the man through a plexiglass window. I said that I wasn’t sure which one he was because I was afraid he could see me and then he would come after me. We then sat in an interrogation room for forty minutes waiting. After twenty minutes, my support needed to leave, and he said, “You’ll be fine,” and he left. The police officer asked me some questions, and then I was on my way; of course, I never did get my twenty dollars back.

And the last, but not least, of my crazy experiences involves riding public transportation. During group support, we practice a lot of different skills, one being riding public transportation. The first time I rode public transportation, a man asked me for money and scared the Scooby Doobie snacks out of me! The next time that I was supposed to ride the bus with my support group, I told my support that I didn’t like to ride the bus because every time I did something bad happened. There were four of us, and we all got on the bus and headed downtown toward the depot. When it was time to get off the bus, usually I check to see if my wallet is in my pocket, but this time for some reason I didn’t. After we got off the bus and started walking, I checked my pocket, and my phone was there but my wallet was gone. I was very sad, and I went running back to the bus to try to find my wallet. There were two people on the bus that said that they didn’t see my wallet and that they had just gotten on, so after looking on the bus I got off and I called my mom and said that I guess I need to cancel my card because I’ve lost my wallet again. We went to the authorities at the depot and filed a report, and then we all sat on chairs, and as a group we decided we would go home in an Uber since I didn’t have my Spartan card to be able to get back home on the bus. I was going to use my phone to call an Uber, but my phone was dead, so my support was going to use his phone to go on Uber, and his phone was dead.

The other three guys in the group didn’t have an Uber account on their phones. Luckily, my Beyond Academics support had brought a charger with him, and he charged his phone so that he could make the call. It was raining and freezing cold, and of course, the bright-eyed student that I am, I only had on shorts and a T-shirt, and I was freezing. We took an Uber home, and I’d like to say the story ended there, but it didn’t. My mom said that the student card center was still open, and I should take twenty dollars and go get a new Spartan card. I ran like a flash in the freezing cold rain to the card center, got my new card, and, voilà, my tragic day had ended! And now you know why I don’t like, nor will I ride, buses!

So now that brings me to my senior year and my plans for my future. My first love is writing and creating. I write poemsongs, which are poems with a meaning, set to music. I also write poems stories. My dream job would be to write meaningful poemsongs and stories that motivate and encourage people. I have developed a website where I post all of my work. Hopefully someday I will be able to make a living from my writing, but in the meantime, I really like working with other people with disabilities. Since I like sports so much, I would love to work with kids with disabilities in a sports setting.

In conclusion, I wouldn’t change anything in the past four years. I have had a great experience at UNC Greensboro, and I have learned a lot. I will miss college, but I am ready and excited to start the next chapter of my life. I wanted to end my chapter with a couple of my poemsongs. If you’re interested in reading more of my work, my website is https://www.beaconhillpoet.com.

Heroize Job Edition

They told ME You are a

Disgrace for the country

you think our Company wants a

Disability waste

like YOU

I said just Try me listen to this

I have plenty of skill in me if

you just trust me

but they shunned me away

that’s why I’m writing this today

Ay

God I Pray my music travels to the right ears so they can hear the Heartaches we take to find a decent job that not only pays the bills but also makes this life fun that’s all we want like anyone else not to be discriminized just an Option in life to be

Heroized

Do we look like a Disgrace?

I don’t think so

we are just people

with these Strengths

you call Disability

I call adversity

cuz you’re scaredly

holding your ears

barely

to know the truth

the Reality

we are

no

hallucinations

we are

spit balling

hints

I guess

you don’t get it

we are for real

how many times

do I need to drill that in your head

to hear

we’re always one step ahead

I’m

B.H

you’re right

I’m weak I don’t know how to speak

no one reads my pipe dream

they say Constantly

how about you go sell your soul at a Dead end job cuz you’re flippin and a floppin hoping to strike it big never gonna pick up a mic

kid

this music thing is too hard

get rid of your thoughts

you got no shot

you’re a Disability

with no idea

how to start

just stop

and breathe

and see

it doesn’t matter how well you are Dressed you will always be Undressed as a Disability

Checked by Security

your Poetry is nothing

this is Reality

Listen

real Closely

Kid

you don’t see

you’re

Running

And you’re

Trying

And you’re prying

Every shy moment

Into lyrics

thinking you can be the next Revolutionary

Disability

Movement

With Apraxia

and Dyslexia

HAHA

I said

Watch me

Black Eye (R) Word

Don’t Rush Greatness

Greatness doesn’t come in one day

Greatness is in the work you play

in my gym

(The Lord’s Gym)

and then

he Explained

don’t waste time

worrying about the person

you won’t be

you will be

the person I sent you down to be to make them free

Write a Dream

and see a podium under your feet

but you gotta wait and see sometimes you just gotta breathe

(and breathe)

It’s not what you show

(the finished product)

No

It’s the breeze to the project

how you process

greatness is what you don’t show!!!

Greatness is how many times you get knocked down stressed out but you know (You Know)

your Story must be told

even if people see you as a ghost an (R) Word Disability (F) Word

but you believe God is upward seeing your pain won’t go

unnamed

you’re a name

that is already

unblamingly Great

you’re not a fake like those bullies who try to take what makes you great Greatness is not what you take

Greatness is the many days You grind and grinded

Through the bad times

Thinking you’ll never be knighted Where you wanted

All those years you fought

thought it was for nothing

But that’s the greatness

About you

You never stop Tryin

You’re brave like a Lion

you might be a breed of a Disability but you’re a poet

Speak to them,

Let them see

what you’re thinking

I say, never ever Dying

but Reality

I am, Always Forever Dying inside

cuz on one side

the Bullies what they say really feel like they’re driving what Confidence I gain in my own grave

when I die

but God I don’t wanna die

so

everyday

I’m Praying to you Lord on my knees to help me to

Gain the Words What I believe what I gotta say

There’s always a day

for the bad to go away

and the crap you’re Pushing through

will

Fly

like how a butterfly fly away,

and that’s the day

When people see A Flightless bird Like me

Celebrate we

have wings

Beautiful ones

you didn’t see

I just wanna be me

but you hit me with the right That symbolize

a black eye

every time

you say

the (R) Word in front of me I wanna scream but I Express my anger in my writing

no one sees

cuz I’m a so called

Disability

when I put my Game face on They laugh and Leave But My Story must be told I cannot Fold

You can’t Hold

This Disability boy

down

My Greatness is Gonna be told

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This work was supported by the Lawrence B. Taishoff Center for Inclusive Higher Education and the Center on Disability and Inclusion at Syracuse University.
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